BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

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finally the big 2 infront of my age ^^ dun know its a good thing or a bad one but i am darn sure that i grew older again....sigh....
this year my whole coursemate (all 300 plus) celebrated with me. more like a suprise for me but was reall shocked and thrilled about it ^^

"chao tau fu"

okok....it was like a few months since i have been to the night market or 'pasar malam' due to the bad weather or God just forbid me to go but either way, yesterday the sky was cloudless and i immediately call up mei and scott and the next thing we know we are already in pasar malam buying food.

i miss the fried dumpling, curry fish ball, air mata kucing, pandan chicken, taiwanese hot dog and the list goes on. everything was so perfect until a tench crept into my nostril. that smell.....i dun think smelly can describe it as it would be an understatement to it. goodness!!! the smell just shot up all the way to my brain and tears was coming out from my eyes!!! ITS CHAO TAUFU. and the best part is there is actually a long line of people queing for that thing! i seriously thing their nose have been severely damaged till they can't smell anything. i could have puke if i were to stay there another second longer.

the best part was that in order for us to go our car was to cross that narrow lane where the stall was located. the walk to the car was so memorable and challenging. its either i faint first before i reach the car or i get brain damaged....i can't believe people actually can eat those. i really salute those people lining up to get the taufu.

PR Campaign ^^

new event coming up to be organised and i dunno if it is a good thing or bad as the actual event day falls on the day i am born to this hectic and chaotic world - my birthday.
lots of things to plan, think and meeting are pilling up like crazy. So looking forward to execute all the plans and hopefully able to impress everyone. Oh, haven let you guys know what kind of event we are doing ^^ ----> a health campaign and group are doing Eat right For Your Type something like feeding your blood with the right food and nutrients ^^
come to think of it, from the very begining when i have started my course last year i have this problem of communcating with my fellow classmates as i do not know how to speak mandarine at all..... so sad right? such a disgrace to the chinese right? anyway, due to this upcoming event, i have but no choice to have meeting with whole class. What have shocked me is that the class is not that bad at all and we have laugh and talk together and i am really glad about that ^^

ps: now another task is to remeber their name. chinese name is tough to remember!!!!!

exams!!!!

sigh the horror of havng exams.....i dun really see the point of sitting down and try to fight with time to finish a paper. i can also assure you that what ever we learnt might not even apply to work in the future. exam does not ensure us wat we understand through wat we have learnt in the semeser but more like testing our memory skill...agree?

ENgLiSH FesTiVE nIGHT

A HUGE SIGH OF RELIEVE!!!!!! finally the torment of preparing and working under the supervision of two advisors that literary took us granted. well lets not talk about them. We have been working for the project for about more than a month and to our biggest relive and gratitude it was a huge success and that puts us a mega huge smile and tears of joy. considering that we started of in a group that practically hates each other but somehow we get to know each other more and now we are one big happy family. ^^ i am really thankfull for that. due to all the changes that was enforce or litterarry force into our hands, the level of stress and unnessasary stress was really a loadfull. however i am happy that i have a team that is really considerate that they give no cmplains and that helps me from have a stress breakdown and pimples popping out everywhere on my face (as it is it is bad enough already) many people have look down on us throughout the practices and none the less the advisors are not there to cheer us up but more of giving us a few more stomp to ensure that we are burried to the ground. sad izzen it? however we manage to shock many people on the night of the event itself - espeacially those who say lots of bad things about us. credits and appreciation were given to the wrong people but we dun care, pat of congrats were given to the wrong party but we dun care and words of 'well done' were said to the wrong people and we don't care. all we care is we know we did a good job and we did it together despite of all the negative forces shot at us from the begining. all we know is that we grew as team and our bond were strong and all we know we made it! with that, i thank you guys! its been great working with you all. looking forward to do something together again and we prove it to the scholl we are one hell of a great team!!!!!

ol' william is back

Its rather suprising how reality has hit me. some how an experience that i would not forget. it hit me hard and fast and that sheer moment really makes me see things that was directly infront of me but not seeing it.
i have been a dumb fool in laying my hopes and dreams in a person for like 3 months and now i have come to realise that i am just a mere tool and an object to play with when that person is bored. i have been played and kicked around like a ball. am ordered to do this and do that like a slave. maybe its because that person knows that i love that person and took it for granted.
nevertheless i have open my eyes already and also because of that person the old me has come back. my heart is no longer open....in fact it has harden....i am no longer the person that you see giving people welcom hugs and everything. the world has been cruel to me and why must be kind? i have been underestimated and being toyed around and now i had enough of it. for those who know me well you guys know wat happen if people fooled me......my bad side has arise again and i dun intend to let it sleep back yet...........sometimes being evil is so much fun and easy,...it makes a person worry less about other people and being more carefree......william is back and this william is not the good-o-william you see everyday.....

i dun understand.....

What is the meaning of yearning someone special that you truly love in your life but yet it seems unreachable by your hands...
you tried so hard to fight back all the emotions and feeling that just came rushing into you. Emotions that leaving you hanging between the fine line or fantasy and reality. Feelings that make you go crazy and keeps on thinking that someone. You know its pointless to continue to live in such condition and you realise you just need to move on. you then created a barrier to such foul thing but yet everytime its well fortified...that person's mere appearance, voice or even smile just send you hard built barrier rumbling down. Your heart skip a beat, seconds seems to tick slower, and at that very moment you want that whole situation of you being with that person last....and never ends......but yet it always never turns out the way you want it....
Now that reality hits you, and it hits you well damn hard..... a strike that tells you that ''god damn it! time to wake up!!!''....you know there is no hope....not even miracle is there to help you...all you know right then is that

"why the only person that can make you laugh is the person who made you cried...."

this i dun understand why?...........